Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Library :)
The Man i love loves being nosey jk jk
i lost my ring bummer but yesterday was great swimming and seeing his gliss in his eyes yesterday was worth every secound. I kind of regret the dission that i am making but its time for me to grow up.
i lost my ring bummer but yesterday was great swimming and seeing his gliss in his eyes yesterday was worth every secound. I kind of regret the dission that i am making but its time for me to grow up.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Valentines sale
Here I am at Spanish club posting Cesar said something
Rude as always and am not surpassed the point of no return
And every secpud longer I can feel the vibe of judgement
Knocking my wall of confidence that much more down
The moment I reach out is the second I get knocked down again
Should I smile it's so hard to mange to move it up and keep
It there the boys pass by and people draw no money yet
They spend like crazy the cash in there wallets for ice tea okay fine maybe I would too
But it's not fair no fair not at all
Rude as always and am not surpassed the point of no return
And every secpud longer I can feel the vibe of judgement
Knocking my wall of confidence that much more down
The moment I reach out is the second I get knocked down again
Should I smile it's so hard to mange to move it up and keep
It there the boys pass by and people draw no money yet
They spend like crazy the cash in there wallets for ice tea okay fine maybe I would too
But it's not fair no fair not at all
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Wedding bells
I never knew myself to be one with "warm" feet lol but I guess the more I think about things the colder they seem to get marriage is a big step and it's one i maybe soon making myself. This blog is my public diary comments aren't anyalized into what I may or may not do with my life I just like gossip. But anyways some kid asked if I had a blog I am guessing they had heard of my big blow out maybe so but I responded in a negative way. If you ask it's because you know...
I am dating richie I seem to have kept him away from the hate in my life so far but lately it's become harder to make sure I can have my own secrets to myself and handle my own problems. I turned seventeen not too long ago and it made me realize how fast it's passed I want a day In the park with the wind at my back and the sun in my face. Little things make the world when you seem to have lost them somewhere between here and there...
I am dating richie I seem to have kept him away from the hate in my life so far but lately it's become harder to make sure I can have my own secrets to myself and handle my own problems. I turned seventeen not too long ago and it made me realize how fast it's passed I want a day In the park with the wind at my back and the sun in my face. Little things make the world when you seem to have lost them somewhere between here and there...
Saturday, December 11, 2010
I think so
O think I think it's something I have to do I just turned 17.
Is it because am in love nope happy maybe but
I have realized his maybe just maybe the one
I know he looks at other girls in aww but as do I but
In guys.... I would enjoy what am given but always
Want more his everything and am glad right now am all
HIS
Is it because am in love nope happy maybe but
I have realized his maybe just maybe the one
I know he looks at other girls in aww but as do I but
In guys.... I would enjoy what am given but always
Want more his everything and am glad right now am all
HIS
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
family girl night
Remember sleepovers, giggling girly talk, gummy bears, and the latest Molly Ringwald VHS? In a room full of teen angst there was at least one designated home girl – the one who told you that you were trippin’ falling for the wannabe thug, who wiped your tears when your heart was broken, who would simply say, “Um, no girl” when you tried to make green velvet spandex and an orange scrunchy (think side ponytail) work. But life isn’t as simple as Girlfriends, Sex and the City and Waiting To Exhale would have you believe. Before you know it, life kicks into overdrive and “girl time” hardly happens.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
idk what day it is...
its raining a whole lot and i am upset over not having the one guy that likes me just as much as i do him i wish i knew how my new puppie is doing i am in austin with an option of getting work and swimming all summer :)
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
I like what i am maybe not all the time...
I wonder what i am going to do when i get older will i ever get married?Great guy and awesome words maybe not rich but always me true man.
If i had some stuff that was worth saying out loud maybe i would have nothing to type. I think that today went pretty well joe the team captain of the varsity basketball team had his photo everywhere on monday it was pretty bad. I realized i didnt need a guy. Colt wow he shocked me with what he wrote he called me babe i was flattered! Thats sweet! Anyways what was i going to do i wonder if norma is okay she went to the hospital today maybe she is just shopping i wonder if mother is coming she should that would be awesome!She can see a game of mine!
If i had some stuff that was worth saying out loud maybe i would have nothing to type. I think that today went pretty well joe the team captain of the varsity basketball team had his photo everywhere on monday it was pretty bad. I realized i didnt need a guy. Colt wow he shocked me with what he wrote he called me babe i was flattered! Thats sweet! Anyways what was i going to do i wonder if norma is okay she went to the hospital today maybe she is just shopping i wonder if mother is coming she should that would be awesome!She can see a game of mine!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Why do i have to be a girl
I fell for him again
i dumped the lover
I left my love
And i fell in love with him all over again
Robert
Jose
Omar
Larelle
Why do i have to be a girl...
I hate how i just dumped my boyfriend today i felt like an ass because i am not even that sure of how much i really do like larelle maybe i just like lots of guys and i just cant handle just one. I hate how robert plays too much which then makes me dislike larelle and thats the main reason i like him in the first place i guess in a way that could be considered lust i always wanted to be with the guy i fell in love with ya i fell in love once from what i know i really liked omar but his just too random which i can take but perfect isnt what i want and his something i see long term not just in the bliss i want to date larelle just so that i can pretend that his robert and how much i loved him i could gove him a huge hug i miss jose even hours later i hate missing up good things for something that ends up sizzling out...
Lorena is suppose to be coming to my soccer game and i have to miss thursdays game because i got sick bummer anyways chow amor
I miss erik by the way his the best ever :)
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