Friday, March 5, 2010

ITAMAR







AMAZING BUDDIE HIS FUN AND FULL OF LIFE SINCE 7TH GRADE LOL

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

I like what i am maybe not all the time...

I wonder what i am going to do when i get older will i ever get married?Great guy and awesome words maybe not rich but always me true man.



If i had some stuff that was worth saying out loud maybe i would have nothing to type. I think that today went pretty well joe the team captain of the varsity basketball team had his photo everywhere on monday it was pretty bad. I realized i didnt need a guy. Colt wow he shocked me with what he wrote he called me babe i was flattered! Thats sweet! Anyways what was i going to do i wonder if norma is okay she went to the hospital today maybe she is just shopping i wonder if mother is coming she should that would be awesome!She can see a game of mine!

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Why do i have to be a girl


















I fell for him again
i dumped the lover
I left my love
And i fell in love with him all over again

Robert
Jose
Omar
Larelle

Why do i have to be a girl...
I hate how i just dumped my boyfriend today i felt like an ass because i am not even that sure of how much i really do like larelle maybe i just like lots of guys and i just cant handle just one. I hate how robert plays too much which then makes me dislike larelle and thats the main reason i like him in the first place i guess in a way that could be considered lust i always wanted to be with the guy i fell in love with ya i fell in love once from what i know i really liked omar but his just too random which i can take but perfect isnt what i want and his something i see long term not just in the bliss i want to date larelle just so that i can pretend that his robert and how much i loved him i could gove him a huge hug i miss jose even hours later i hate missing up good things for something that ends up sizzling out...
Lorena is suppose to be coming to my soccer game and i have to miss thursdays game because i got sick bummer anyways chow amor
I miss erik by the way his the best ever :)

Friday, December 25, 2009

To my close friend i know you love this team ha ha



I am glad we are talking and stuff its so awesome and i miss you tons!

Fun without the meaning


Whats better the party or the people there if you say the party your a loner and if you say the people you have no fun.
whats the point i guess there is none. i guess its just bot in a way you bump into ppl you like and some you don't and some you have never seen that within the next party comes up will be in either one of the first like o don't like.

You have something special till it falls apart



I feel like sometimes i am a shadow in my big ego and it drives me nuts i love to hate what i have made of myself. Sometimes i wish it was like the same when we were in kinder and i would play everyday and not care about much that was going on.i want to tell someone i love them and take it back the next day what's wrong with me? i know my friends always say oh yall are cute the moment he breaks my hear t his an ass and when i am with him again they get mad and then they accept and then i complain of why i wasted my time and they allowed me to do that. Sorry guys i will try to stop doing that. i am in love with facts and not so much whats in my face someone who makes me laugh happy and i think about non-stop about i believe i am in love.

Brena